Victoria Buffalino “magazine model material?”

just particles of skin
just articles of clothing
hanging from my frame

eyes without any glint
glossy only in print

devastated desolated
(un)dead

yet this is a love letter,

i always find myself crawling back
down on my hands & knees for you
or because of you, you’ve ruined me

you feel like home

(about:) I’ve struggled with Anorexia for ages, the memories go back as far as throwing away my lunch daily in Elementary school, because I couldn’t eat food with others watching. It’s the strangest mix of knowing it’s deadly, of striving to stay in recovery…and aching for an old love.

Victoria Buffalino (IG: schoolyardhero)